Maddox had a difficult time, adjusting to turning four.
For a few nights prior to his birthday, he cried at bedtime, terrified of getting older.
He would start by shaking his head quickly while doing to smile-to-frown thing, assuring us he was excited. He would then start fighting tears while pretending to be tough... and then he would breakdown, telling Lance that he just wanted to be his little boy forever, and wasn't ready to be big...
I know it was mean to set him up...
but I knew it was something I would want to watch again.
So click the link (I had to use youtube because Blogger wouldn't cooperate) and enjoy!
http://youtu.be/b0t8iMN6I84
I honestly just thought it was just a case of the too-tireds,
But Lance wrote him this letter this morning, and his waterworks continued...
***
Today, we met our friends at the Fort Worth Science Museum to play, for Maddox's birthday.
He had the crazy eye... (aka: exhaustion)
He and Kyleigh weren't clicking...
It was busy there...
Our friends were tired too...
But all in all, I thought the day was fun...
but nothing crazy-exciting... and more work than I typically enjoy...
But in good company, and fun.
From there, we headed to lunch at Chickfila.
A slight misunderstanding, however, left Amanda's crew and my crew at separate stores, across town!
Once we got our wires straight, we chatted some more and let the kids play.
I had intended on making cupcakes for our play date...
But I have no excuse--
We had icecream instead!
***
Candace traded nights with me tonight, so that Lance and I could take him somewhere fun to celebrate as a family.
We tossed around the idea of going to see 'Brave' or heading to Dallas to eat at The Magic Time Machine... but finally agreed on Putt Putt.
We stopped at Riskey's for 5 for $5 BBQ, and the rain started pouring down.
We waited it out as long as we could but Mountasia didn't see a re-opening in their future tonight...
And we didn't see a re-waking in Maddox's future, tonight, either.
***
We headed home
***
Of course we were wrong and he woke up, sad...
no cupcakes.
no present.
no putt putt or movie.
***
We snuggled and played...
and he got over it.
(And now he thinks he somehow scored two birthdays, since his party is not until this weekend.)
***
From this point, until the next July 10th, I am the momma of a four year old.
Whether he likes it or not,
he is no longer three!
***
Happy birthday baby boy...
I love you!
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Tuesday, July 10, 2012
When I became new
The world looked different.
I understood unconditional love.
You were more than I dreamt of having.
You were obviously from above.
You taught me patience.
You taught me to be still.
You showed me my purpose...
And a new depth to feel.
Like waking in a new life,
everything was new...
the smell of your breath, your "na na" cry...
I could not believe that God gave me you!
You trusted me from the start.
To show you the way.
We locked eyes, and traded breath,
and for each new step, I would pray.
You began to grow bigger,
and become so smart.
You are kind and polite and funny...
and have the biggest-sweetest heart.
Daily I thank the Lord,
for trusting me with you.
And for that gift of being changed,
for allowing me to become new.
I trust in Him for direction,
and for patience for our longest days.
And to highlight your blessings on me,
when I am in a "parenting haze".
It has been 4 years since I changed...
since our world shifted from calm,
but this 'new' was worth the trade...
for it was the day I became a mom.
Happy birthday Maddox Payne.
To that little face that I adore,
it feels like only yesterday you came to us,
but today you are already four!
Love, mommy.
Sunday, April 22, 2012
Beckham's first birthday
Today, Beckham is one year old.
He came into this world quiet and observant, looking around the room-- waiting on his cue to cry--
and over the past year, he has stayed on this curve.
Easy, simple and attentive.
He has a hot temper when things don't go his way, just like his mommy...
but mostly he is quiet and inquisitive, more like his daddy.
He is my serious boy, but if you know where to look, he has a major tickle bug too.
He loves his mommy bunches...
He is a big fan of his daddy...
But he adores his big brother... and we are pretty sure that he thinks they are the same age!
He loves to eat.
He loves his baths.
He loves to be outside.
And when he is tired... he loves his binky, snuggy, fan, and to be left alone.
I asked Maddox the other day if he even remembered life before we had Beckham, and he thought for a minute and said yes, he thought so.
Then he paused again and said that he liked it best with him here.
And I agree.
I knew from the minute we locked eyes, that we were soul mates and I can't explain how you can love another child as deep as endlessly as you do the first...
but you do.
Happy birthday Beckham Harold.
It is time to open presents!
(he was too spent after the party yesterday... so we saved them for tonight!)
While we unwrap-- you can enjoy a few pics from the party!
Happy birthday, little one.
I love you so.
He came into this world quiet and observant, looking around the room-- waiting on his cue to cry--
and over the past year, he has stayed on this curve.
Easy, simple and attentive.
He has a hot temper when things don't go his way, just like his mommy...
but mostly he is quiet and inquisitive, more like his daddy.
He is my serious boy, but if you know where to look, he has a major tickle bug too.
He loves his mommy bunches...
He is a big fan of his daddy...
But he adores his big brother... and we are pretty sure that he thinks they are the same age!
He loves to eat.
He loves his baths.
He loves to be outside.
And when he is tired... he loves his binky, snuggy, fan, and to be left alone.
I asked Maddox the other day if he even remembered life before we had Beckham, and he thought for a minute and said yes, he thought so.
Then he paused again and said that he liked it best with him here.
And I agree.
I knew from the minute we locked eyes, that we were soul mates and I can't explain how you can love another child as deep as endlessly as you do the first...
but you do.
Happy birthday Beckham Harold.
It is time to open presents!
(he was too spent after the party yesterday... so we saved them for tonight!)
While we unwrap-- you can enjoy a few pics from the party!
Happy birthday, little one.
I love you so.
Friday, April 20, 2012
birthday re-cap
I had a phenomenal birthday!
We typically do not celebrate very big for our birthdays, and that's the way I like it.
It is the way I was raised.
When we were younger, we got to pick out whatever dinner we wanted and my mom would make us a cake.
My brother always chose Tbone steak and I always chose a slew of vegetables that may or may not go together!
As adults, Lance and I typically do something similar for each other, and rarely buy presents.
This year, he told me that he was taking me out... and he already had a babysitter!!
It changed my entire week, waiting to see what he had up his sleeve.
It is so unlike Lance to take an initiative on things like this, and follow through without guidance, so I found it kind of sexy, to be honest!
He had told Maddox about my birthday too and Maddox was so disappointed when I had gotten up and made oatmeal for everyone before he awoke, because he wanted to make me a bowl "of my favorite cereal" and bring me breakfast in bed.
He said, "I would say, happy birthday beautiful, now eat your breakfast up."
He is such a romantic.
(and the thought was so much nicer than the cereal and milk that would have sure to have been spilled across my floor, had he mastered his plan!)
He did spend his entire day, revolving everything he could about celebrating me!
{like the birthday castle he made me out of legos}
Lance came walking in the house with a new pair of TOMS that I had mentioned wanting, a few months ago.
He also got me the sweetest card.
{And I cried like a baby reading it!}
We had dinner at Bob's Steak and Chop House, and it was beyond fabulous.
I did sneak a cell phone pic of my salad while Lance was in the restroom {sorry about the quality}...
because I knew better than to embarrass him and take one while he was there...
However, once back to the car, Lance did pull out a paper napkin from his pocket and said, "I took this from the restroom for your blog."
He knows me well.
When Lance made reservations, they asked if we were celebrating anything and he told them it was my birthday.
And though I was stuffed, they insisted we take our complimentary dessert to go.
Normally I would choose what I thought Lance would like, but he insisted I go with whatever I wanted...
Amaretto, chocolate swirl cheesecake, with toasted almonds.
All to myself...
Divine.
After dinner, we ran by Grapevine Mills mall to return my TOMS for a smaller size.
I gasped out loud when I read this sign, and thought it was worth a picture.
**And I will finish on a funny one!
We typically do not celebrate very big for our birthdays, and that's the way I like it.
It is the way I was raised.
When we were younger, we got to pick out whatever dinner we wanted and my mom would make us a cake.
My brother always chose Tbone steak and I always chose a slew of vegetables that may or may not go together!
As adults, Lance and I typically do something similar for each other, and rarely buy presents.
This year, he told me that he was taking me out... and he already had a babysitter!!
It changed my entire week, waiting to see what he had up his sleeve.
It is so unlike Lance to take an initiative on things like this, and follow through without guidance, so I found it kind of sexy, to be honest!
He had told Maddox about my birthday too and Maddox was so disappointed when I had gotten up and made oatmeal for everyone before he awoke, because he wanted to make me a bowl "of my favorite cereal" and bring me breakfast in bed.
He said, "I would say, happy birthday beautiful, now eat your breakfast up."
He is such a romantic.
(and the thought was so much nicer than the cereal and milk that would have sure to have been spilled across my floor, had he mastered his plan!)
He did spend his entire day, revolving everything he could about celebrating me!
{like the birthday castle he made me out of legos}
Lance came walking in the house with a new pair of TOMS that I had mentioned wanting, a few months ago.
{And I cried like a baby reading it!}
We had dinner at Bob's Steak and Chop House, and it was beyond fabulous.
I did sneak a cell phone pic of my salad while Lance was in the restroom {sorry about the quality}...
because I knew better than to embarrass him and take one while he was there...
However, once back to the car, Lance did pull out a paper napkin from his pocket and said, "I took this from the restroom for your blog."
He knows me well.
When Lance made reservations, they asked if we were celebrating anything and he told them it was my birthday.
And though I was stuffed, they insisted we take our complimentary dessert to go.
Normally I would choose what I thought Lance would like, but he insisted I go with whatever I wanted...
Amaretto, chocolate swirl cheesecake, with toasted almonds.
All to myself...
Divine.
After dinner, we ran by Grapevine Mills mall to return my TOMS for a smaller size.
I gasped out loud when I read this sign, and thought it was worth a picture.
And though this post was suppose to recap my birthday...
I must share...
Beckham will be one in 2 days.
Recently, he has transitioned from my mild-mannered baby, who rarely makes a peep of unhappiness--
to my quick-tempered, high maintenance baby who squeals when things do not go his way.
{it is 8:30 and he is already back down for a nap.}
Which is cute, since today is full of running-arounds for tomorrow morning's bash.
[I pray for an easy day.]
And not to leave Maddox out, I want to share 2 little Maddox'isms.
**First, a not-so-funny Maddox'ism, worth remembering...
Lance and I have followed the journey of this dad and his son's battle with cancer, here, on his aunt's blog.
Together, we have shed a few tears over this little tyke and a few days ago-- he finally gave up his battle and went to beautiful kingdom of Heaven.
Together, we have shed a few tears over this little tyke and a few days ago-- he finally gave up his battle and went to beautiful kingdom of Heaven.
As I read his dad's final entry, I started sobbing but I wanted to read it to Lance too.
I was sitting at the kitchen table and Lance was just over the 1/2 wall in the recliner where I could not see him.
Maddox suddenly burst into tears, crying so hard we could hardly make out what he was saying.
Finally he said, "that thing is so sad." We said, "what thing, buddy?" and he said, "whatever you are reading."
I felt terrible that he understood what I was reading to Lance but before I could bring it down to 3 1/2 year old level, he busted out again between sobs, "it made my daddy not brave, and I never want my daddy to not be brave."
It was then that I realized Lance's cheeks were saturated with tears, and it was probably the first time that Maddox has seem his daddy cry.
It was sweet and sad all at the same time.
I adore his tender heart.
[and yes mom, I won't read anything like that around him again.]
**And I will finish on a funny one!
Yesterday I was using Siri on my phone to help me remember something.
Maddox asked, "who are you talking to?'
Maddox asked, "who are you talking to?'
To which, I replied, "Siri".
As if that completely cleared it up for him, he said, "oh. I first I thought it was God. But now I know it was just his mom."
Hi-lar-ious!
Hi-lar-ious!
K!
I am off to the shower...
I am off to the shower...
I can't wait to see how cute Beckham's breakfast table looks tomorrow at his birthday party!
next post...
pictures!
Toodles!
P.S.
I would like to tell you that I am going to start using my real camera again soon, so that you can get a few better quality pictures than these you have seen from my iPhone lately...
but since Picnik closed yesterday, don't hold your breath!
Do, however, keep your eye out for me discounted PSE or lightroom...
Do, however, keep your eye out for me discounted PSE or lightroom...
[I missed out on a steal that Kristen found me a few months ago... would'a, could'a, should'a.]
Monday, July 11, 2011
The Firefighter Bash
I was spinning circles trying to get everything put together, talk to everyone, and keep people entertained, that I didn't take hardly any pictures.
Thankfully, my camera was passed around and some shots were taken for me.
Here is a glimpse at our day on Saturday.
the favors.
the bounce house and water slide.
A few of the guests.
the fun.
the cupcakes.
the presents.
the after-party
Sunday we took Maddox to see Cars 2 for his actual birthday. He and Beckham, both, did awesome and though I could barely hold my eyes open for pure exhaustion, I thought it was pretty cute too!
Thankfully, my camera was passed around and some shots were taken for me.
Here is a glimpse at our day on Saturday.
the favors.
the bounce house and water slide.
A few of the guests.
the fun.
the cupcakes.
the presents.
the after-party
Sunday we took Maddox to see Cars 2 for his actual birthday. He and Beckham, both, did awesome and though I could barely hold my eyes open for pure exhaustion, I thought it was pretty cute too!
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